You are viewing [info]burnawaythedark's journal

Wed, Oct. 4th, 2006, 12:21 am

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
taken

2) Are you happy with where you are?
other than i dont have enough time or energy to finish my ideas... and become involed with what i want to and not having a certain person here .....
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love fast?
i lust like whoa

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
ummm in small fractions not yet massively
the thing is i know how it could be done
in milliseconds

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
i believe in hero homewreckers.(i like this )

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
no.

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
yeah

8) Do you want children?
not for a very long time.... totally all about adoption too

9) How many?
ummmm as many as i can afford to raise

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
shout outs on stage or makeouts in the rain

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
im not very good at it.... but its fun

13) Do you want someone you cant have?
umm yes

14)Do you believe love at first sight exists?
in connections not love

15) Do you believe in celebrating anniverseries?
eehh no
16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
no not at all

17) If you could get married anywhere, money's not an object where would it be?
in the riv in lg
a place in mke on the lake
a castle in ireland
or an art musuem in england

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
its fall. yes.

19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldnt?
there has been 2 boys that i have invested alot of time into that never panned out

20) Have you ever broken a heart?
only one
sorry
you know who you are

21) Would you ever fight over your significant other?
at this point i dont have fight in terms of another female... ill fight to make us work but not when theres another person in the equation

22) What would you say about your last ex?
i made the mistake of letting things be laid back but there was no communciation.... he was also just a whore that got what he wanted and then got bored...

Sat, May. 27th, 2006, 04:14 am

1. Where did you take your default pic?
marks room on halloween

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
boxers and a t shirt

3. What is your current problems?
ummm moving

4. What makes you most happy?
music awesome friends whiskey cute boys

5. If you could go back in time and change something would you?
i would have prolly gotten some balls and went to room 206
but thats all....

6. Name something obvious about you:
i have a nice rack

7. Name something that people might not know about you?
my real name is NOT AMANDA

8. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
casket lottery


10. Do you have a crush on someone?
uh huh

11. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
ugh no vomit

12. What do you usually order from Starbucks....
carmel frap

13. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
not that i believe... reese witherspoon once,

14. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
i flippin love cartoons

15. Do you speak any other languages?
spanish alittle

16. What magazines do you read?
ummmmm

17. Have you ever ridden in a Hummer limo?
ewww no

18. Has anyone you've been really close to pass away?
A few

19. What's something that really annoys you?
drama
and not replacing the tp roll

20. What did you do yesterday?
I was really hungover... i slept
21. What car do you drive?
daytona

22. What's one thing in life you look forward to?
being an awesome teacher

23. What's your lucky number?
16,9,25

24. Who can you trust your deepest secerts with?
my moms

25. What are you doing after this survey?
contacts out bed in

Thu, May. 25th, 2006, 01:02 am

1. Cigarettes: dad

2. Sex: done

3. Relationship: annoying

4. Your Last Ex: is now fat and gross

5. Power rangers: gay and pink

6. Marijuana: brownies

7. Crack: ass

8. Food:chocolate

9. This President: douche

10. War: tug

11. Cars:gas
12. Gas Prices: retarded

13. Halloween: favorite (well have halloween on christmas

14. Bon Jovi: lame

15. Religion: cult

16. MySpace: spaz
17. Worst Fear: sewer grates

18. Marriage: 30

19. Fashion: show

20. Brunettes: boring

21. Redheads: firecrotch

22: Work: skdfja

23: Pass the time: play solatarie

24: One night Stands: drunk

26: Pet Peeve: toliet paper roll empty

27: Pixie Stix: 8th grade

28: Vanilla Ice Cream: ummmm

29: Porta Potties: outside

30: High school: drama

31: Pajamas: yesssssss

32. Wood: wood and water
33. Surfers: cali

34. Pictures: photo op

35. First Love:music

Mon, May. 8th, 2006, 10:25 pm

how much have you changed
Body: Let's see how much you have changed

3 YEARS AGO TODAY:

How old were you?:18/19
What grade year were you in?: freshman

Where did you go to school?: UWM

Where did you work?: didnt

Where did you live?: n2610 b

How was your hair style?: long

Did you wear glasses?:sunglasses at night

Who was your best friend?: ash

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend: things were shitty with mark

Who was your celebrity crush? i think johnny depp

Who was your regular-person crush? peter from london
How many tattoos did you have?: 0

How many piercings did you have?: ears and eyebrow

What car did you drive? Public transportation
What was your favorite band/group? dashboard

What was your worst fear? never being 21
Had you smoked a cigarette yet? sure

Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: yes

Had you driven yet?:sure

Had you been to a real party yet?:all the time

Had your heart broken?: yes

Had broken someones heart?:umm no
WHAT YOU ARE NOW:

How old are you?: 21/22

What grade are you in?: I finish school this fall after 5 years!

Where do you go to school?:UWM

Where do you work?: mailroom and y day camp

Where do you live?: frederick soon brady

Where do you hang out? bars
How is your hair style?: long cuter now i hope

Do you have braces? when i was 12

Do you wear glasses? since i was 8

Who is your best friend? still ash

Still talk to any of your old friends?: some
Who is you bf/gf?: mark

Who is your celebrity crush? andrew mc mahaon
Who is your regular-person crush: oh man...

How many piercings have you had? still same

How many tattoos?: still none, but I want some

What kind of car do you have? still daytona
What is your favorite singer/group? at the moment panic
What is your biggest fear? Still not getting a job after school
Have you smoked a cigarette when i drink

Have you gotten drunk or high?: sure

Have you been to a real party?:at least once every couple weeks

Has your heart been broken?: yeah

Have you broken someones heart?:i hope it is but i think hes too dumb to know
REPOST AS "how much have YOU changed

Tue, May. 2nd, 2006, 12:46 am

You are Bettie Page

Girl next door with a wild streak
You're a famous beauty - with unique look
And the people like you are cultish about it

Sun, Apr. 30th, 2006, 10:51 pm
ugh 30

[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] I do my own laundry
[x] I can cook for myself
[x ] I do my chores after being told once
[x ] I clean the house for no reason
[x ] I always do my homework/work
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations
[x] I think politics are exciting!
[ ]My parents and grand-parents have better things to say than my peers
[ ] I show up for school/work everyday unless I'm sick..really sick
[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[ x] I've never gotten a ticket
[ ] I watch talk shows and point out the incredibility of it all
[x] I know what incredibility means with out looking it up
[ ] I drink black coffee
[x] I know how to run the dish washer..or do the dishes
[ ] I don't do bad things
[x] I can count in more than one language
[ ] When I say I'm going to do something, I do it
[ ] I mow the lawn
[x] I wash my car...or I would if I had one
[] I can make adults laugh..with out being stupid
[]I remember to water my plants
[x] I study when I have to
[x] I pay attention at school/work
[ x] I rememeber to feed my pets
[x]I'm generally organized
[x] I know the meaning of cruel punishment
[x] I can spell experience with out looking at the line above
[x] I clean up my own messes
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee
[x] I can go to the store with out getting something I don't need
[ ] I understand jokes the first time they are said
[x] I listen to my parents/elders
[x] I understand the fact that the world always screws someone over
[x ] I can type fast, because I type every day
[ ] My choice in clothing is exceptable in an office or something like that
[x] I can watch politics and laugh because I understand what is going on
[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[] I can look at someone hot and not think of sex
[x] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it
[x] people have said that I act older than I am
[] I can be sent on an errand and not get side tracked

Count how many x's you have
and thats how old you act

Wed, Mar. 22nd, 2006, 11:08 pm

70 THINGS YOU PROBABLY DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME--

1. DO YOU SNORE?
amber verified that i dont

2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
lover
i hate fighting
i like being angry though

3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
dropping stuff in a sewer grate

4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
slighly
5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
lame

6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
no gross

7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
oh yeah strawberry blonde hair big blue eyes, i had a big head though, i use to wear sunglasses all the time so my dad use to call me the movie star

8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
nope taken

9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
black

10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
yea

11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
not yet

12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
not thats secret

13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
everywhere..
i love to travel

14. IS JAY LENO FUNNY?
sure

15. Have you eaten sushi?
yea
RA sushi in chicago is good
16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
god good

17. DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?
i have to
my boyfriend loves nature

18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A
TOOTSIE POP?
i bite it so
19.Can you sing the alphabet backwards?
no

20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
yes id rather road trip

23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
not for me

24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
no one is allowed to ask me before im thirty if they expect a serious answer

25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
yes and fuck you its mine and im messy so fuck off

26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
nothing
cats make me itchy

27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"?
mark on the phone

28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?
no i wish he was though



29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
i use to cry at the wedding receptions when id work
the father daughter songs got me every time
or when they would play fools rush in by elvis

30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
scrambled or fried

31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
no.. not all

32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
in the sock monsters mouth

33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
1113

34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
mom mandles md ect

35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
99 percent of the time

36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
3 hours ago

37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
Shower, but baths are nice sometimes and fun

38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
i wish
39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?

best part ever

40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
sometimes

41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
well kinda diet coke
law and order

42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
creamy

43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
not on command

44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
no

45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
twice

46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
yes

48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
blue

49. WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
uhhh idk
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
sure

51. WHO'S BETTER?
than ice cream?

52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
no

53. Have you ever read "CATCHER AND THE RYE?"
yes
good
"and now go kill someone"
54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
yes

55. HAVE U EVER STOLEN MONEY?
no

56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
well i try, at least

57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
I love it
when will spring come !!!
58. DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?
naw
59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
i believe in eletricity

60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND
yes

61. YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
well 1st i dont believe in marriage for the wrong reasons so therefore that would cut out alot of the divorce
and then divorce yes the situation warrants it

62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
no..

63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
sure

64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
it's nice, still to cold for my like
65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
a ho ho roll thingy

66. DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?
only on my toes

68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?
BIG BUCKIN CHICKEN

69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
sometimes.. mostly sale stuff

70. FAVORITE BANDs AT THE MOMENT?
tt owen ect

Wed, Mar. 22nd, 2006, 11:03 pm

GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP
GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM


LADIES: Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care):
Is taller than you: mostly a dc but i like it when a tall boy hugs me and i can bury my face in their chest
Is shorter than you: ehhh
Wears braces: oh no off
Wears glasses: some time is hot
Dresses Preppy: off
Dresses Ghetto: off
Dresses Skater: off
Has blue eyes:on
Has green eyes: dc
Has hazel eyes: on!!!
Has brown eyes: on!!!
Drinks alcohol:on
Plays sports: off
Smiles a lot: ON!
Calls you just to say Hi: ON!
Compliments you: on
Shaves his legs:off
Wears jewelry:o only man jewelery piercings or rings wacthes
Has facial hair: more on than off
Smiles when you walk in the room: on
Has brown hair: dc
Has Black hair: on
Has blonde hair: dc
Has no hair: OFF
Has red hair: dc
Has the back part of his head shaved: off
Wears eyeliner:on
Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON
Laid back: on
Plays guitar: ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Plays drums: ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sings: ON
He's buff: off
He's skinny: on~!~!!!!!
He can draw: dc
Doesn't eat meat: dc
Does drugs: off
Is bi: off
Has a tattoo: ONNNNNNN
Has a lip ring: oh god on
Has a tongue ring:on

GUYS: Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care)
dresses like a grandma:
plays musical instrument:
is shorter than you:
same height as you:
is taller than you:
Wears braces:
Wears glasses:
Dresses Preppy:
Dresses Ghetto:
Dresses Gothic:
has chapped lips:
has green eyes:
has blue eyes:
has brown eyes:
has long hair:
has short hair:
drinks alcohol:
smokes cigs:
smokes weed:
big boobs:
has blonde hair:
has brown hair:
has black hair:
has red hair:
works out:
plays video games:
smiles:
calls you just to say hi:
creative:
compliments you:
wears jewelry:
has bigger feet than u:
Has smaller feet than you:
belly piercing:
virgin:
doesn't party:
likes to party
pierced ears:
tattoos:

Wed, Mar. 15th, 2006, 08:17 pm

1.) Who was your first prom date? :
marky j
2.) Who was your first roommate? :
ash
3.) What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk
rumple minz

4.) What was your first job?:
sperinos

5.) What was your first car?:
92 daytona

6.) When did you go to your first funeral?:
8 great grandma

7.) How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?:
12
8.) Who was your first grade teacher?:
mrs hull

9.) Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?:
cali 8 months
10.) When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who
was it with?:
hummmm i dont think i did

11.) Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?: jillian mcadams no

12.) Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?:

sandberg then frederick

13.) Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?:
mom
14.) Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?:
my cousin michelle

15.) What is the first thing you do in the morning?
hit snooze
16.) What was the first concert you ever went to?:
bush at the rave

17.) First tattoo or piercing?:
ears 8

18.) First celebrity crush?:
joey mac

19.) Age of first kiss?:
12

20.) First crush?:
the bad ass in my preschoool

21.) First real boyfriend/girlfriend?:
ben thomas 4th grade

brings back some memories...

Mon, Feb. 13th, 2006, 11:39 am

Body: 1 0 FA V O R I T E S

drink: high life or jamo and sprite
band:i cant pick just one
tv show: greys anatomy
alcohol: whiskey
movie: too many
color: teal and red
sport: beer pong
word: whoa
mall: ewww um most likely woodfield.
music genre: indie/rock/punk

1 0 F A C T S

height: 5'5"
hair color: blonde with darker auburn underneath
hair length:long
hair style: layered
eye color: Blue
marital status: this question is unesscessary ask me when im 30
shoes size: 8 1/2
personality: weird
happy w/ yourself:yeah im more dissapointed in other people than myself these days
1 0 L I F E

Hows life? stressful and boring but not bad
Hows your grades? fucking awesome
What are you doing as we speak? sitting in the union eating lunch waiting for amber and dan and avoiding going to the mailroom because its going to suck today because of v-d day.
How was your day? early rise, ceramic crit was uneventful and now eating lunch
What are you doing over the weekend? going to ww to see mark and sbm then back to brew city to do assloads of homework and write assloads of lesson plans
What do you want to do with your life? be the best god damn art teacher ever and live in bay view in a little house with a garden and porch with stink.
Whats something you look forward to in the future? traveling, mark moving to milwaukee
What color is your life? grey and teal

1 0 L O V E L I F E

Have you ever been in love: currently
Do you believe in love? lust yes infatuation yes love is a rare breed
Have you ever had your heart broken? i thought so but looking back its not that bad
Have you ever broken someones heart? one boy (sorry)
Have you ever fallen for your best friend? ummm no
Are you planning on getting married? i told mark he isnt allowed to ask untill im 30, we are way too young reguardless if i know that i want to be with him forever or not. i dont need a fancy party and a ring and shit to know that.
Are you afraid of committment? there are a few more things i want to do on my own with my life and then i will feel self sufficent, committment cant work if you NEED Someone, it only works when you want someone

1 0 R A N D O M S

Funny story: my hips are sore from being a bad girl this weekend
Something you miss: my stink
Do you like the color purple? no
Longest phone conversation: oh i use to fall asleep talking to people on the phone
What is your most prized posession? hummmm
If you could go anywhere, where would it be? LONDON GOD PLEASE SOMEONE TAKE ME TO LONDON
What is your favorite gift that you have recieved? the painted gutair from mark from hs
1 0 T H I S O R T H A T S

pepsi or coke? diet coke is my fuel
cd or radio? CD
tommy boy or black sheep? tommy boy
saturday or sunday? friday
single or taken?? taken....
white shoes or black shoes? whatever color pumas
greenday or good charolette? OLD greenday
phone or in person? face to face/ depends on what you have to say
1 0 H A V E Y O U E V E R S

Have you ever been arrested? no
Have you ever fought someone? besides my sister no
Have you ever skinny dipped? yes
Have you ever done something you regret? well something i didnt do cause i have no balls
you ever bungee jumped? no
Have you ever been on a house boat? no'
Have you ever smoked marijuana? hummmm
Have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker? im sure
Have you ever wanted someone so bad it hurts? uhhhhh

10 most recent